My saturday Diary:)

Saturday 27th June 2009

8.15 am

I left home and met the person who was gonna take me to the driving school for my bengkel session. it was so early, and i was so ugly. and hungry.haha.

9.00 am

Went to mamak Thaqwa. for some reason, i ordered roti canai n teh tarik. i dont really order roti canai unless i was craving for them. but i dont know..i just ordered, automatically. *shudders* whooaaa..roti canai is so not healthy. bad!

9.45 am

Reached the driving school. and the morning session started at 10.15am..

1.00 pm

Lunch and zohor break. unfortunately for me, i had my 'monthly break'..aiyoo..i was rushed immediately to the hospi..hehe just kidding;) i went to Giant batu caves and got clean:D didnt even bother to have a proper lunch, as i swallowed the 2ponstans happily, to kill the cramps..

2.45 pm

Arrived a bit late, to study the Kancil's engine. it was a funny sight though. a superbly huge group crowding a tiny kancil's hood. everyone was sweaty, fidgety and sleepy..haha

4.00 pm

DONE!! yipee yeay! so off i went, happy that i'm a tad closer to ACTUALLY driving! haha. made a pitstop at petronas, got a chocolate+green tea boost (read: cadbury chocettes n caramello + lipton lemon green tea hehe :P)

4.30 pm

Somewhere, as unplanned as it was, stopped for durian by the roadside! i had 2 durians, almost all of it to myself..weeeeee~ *burp* *blush* hehe..gosh, i love the sweet soft taste of durian..the touch of its soft texture on the lips..funny how the fruit feels cold on ur lips but then makes your body all hot+sweaty:) hahaha i love my durians thank you!

5.30 pm

Had dinner at Ikea:) I had the fish & chips..yumyummieyummay..and ofcourse meatballs!!

6.45 pm

Ordered chicken chop at Chop & Steak for mama, picked up some stuff and headed home..

7.45 pm

HOME!safe and sound, all in one piece! durian burps and all;)


Note: I loved my saturday!! <3

It's not MY fault.

First & foremost, lemme begin by telling u that this is a RANT&RAVE post.
so if ure not interested in hearing me rant or rave, then buzz off. now.

MY MOOD.

MY STRESS.

MY GLOOM.

I admit, i'm more stressed today than i've ever been during my whole 4years of studying law.

I get touchy, i get angry, i get moody, i snap, i sulk, i piss people off when i'm all this.

But, u have to understand. I'm not being all this on purpose. Neither am i asking for it. I'm in a situation, way beyond my control, way beyond my grasp. I just have to go with the flow.

So, it gets to me even more when u tell me, straight on, that u:

miss the old Adora

miss the fun-lovin Adora

become affected by my mood

feel so distanced from Adora

feel empty n nothing without the old Adora

dont smile as often

FEEL STRESSED TOO!

I am no more, but a slave to my situation.

I am no more, but a puppet to my emotions.

I am no more, but ignorant to my own needs.

I am no more, but forced to be like this.

So, is it my fault? I ask you.

You say u understand me. Do you?

I cant be the one to cheer u up all the time.

I cant be your cheerleader all the time.

I cant motivate you all the time.

Not when i am myself not motivated!

Hence, please excuse me being me, right now.

I'm tired of people telling me they miss the old Adora.

I MISS THE OLD ADORA.

Adora's Lullaby

My body is tired.
My eyes are heavy.
My arms are aching.
It's 3.30 am
and yet i'm still awake.

Put me to sleep.
Put my mind at ease.

I want you to make me happy.
so i can sleep..

Goodnight Goodnight Adora.

An end that can never be.

However far away, I will always love you.
However long I stay, I will always love you.
Whatever words I say, I will always love you.

I will always love you.






:((

Sniff Sniff

I thought it would be a normal evening of

• jogging at the park
• counting clouds in the sky
• catching glances of kites flying
• listening to the infinite screams of kids playing
• seeing groups of mothers and old ladies chit-chatting
• of course, the occasional singing to Britney's Circus;)

BUT, i was so not expecting what had happened just now.


While i was jogging, i saw a boy coming onto the playground with his maid. and he was holding his dog on quite a long leash la..
From my pace, and their pace, i knew we would meet at some point. but i had no problem with that. boy, was i wrong! haha.


As i passed by the boy and his dog, suddenly the medium sized dog looked at me, and come up next to me! At first i was confident that nothing would happen, cos alaa c'mon laa, his dog was on a leash, and the boy was doing just fine controlling him.


BUT (again), i think his dog got excited, and was PULLING the boy to ME!!


HE WAS SNIFFING AND WANTED TO SNIFF MY LEGS!!

*hysterical screaming & running with arms waving in the air y'all*


Ok la, i didnt exactly react as such. hahaha. that would have been a scene at the playground! (mesti menjadi bahan ceritera gossip makcik2 di situ.hehe) I just did a small jump (because i was afraid and shocked) and yelped 'Ehhh!' hahaha sungguh lawak, budak tu pun tersengih. stupid kid.


After that, i just smiled and continued on..since the walkway is in the shape of a circle, i met the boy AGAIN. and again, his dog was excited to see me!! and he was struggling to come to me, since the boy was kind enough to restrain the dog. hahaha and this time, i didnt take the leash for granted, and avoided them in a semi circle kinda walk. i even remembered to smile to the boy and the maid.


Well, not their fault exactly..


The dog obviously felt a huge attraction towards me. maybe he thought i was his Bitch* ;)
finally, someone shows some interest in me. too bad he has 4legs and a tail in-between.hehe.





p.s--> * refers to a female dog :p

Snail-mail slow.

For some reasons i dont know what, i can't seem to finish a book of a considerately normal thickness. It's not like the book is not interesting or hard to comprehend.

For petronella's sake, it's a love story with a small dose of excitement from vampire fighting! yes, yes, i'm currently reading the Twilight series, and i'm on the 1st book:) hehe.

(note: the illustration is of the 3rd book; Eclipse.and a not-delicious muffin from Ikea.yuck.)

The book is fine, sometimes it can be quite descriptive of the hero's excruciating longing and desire for the heroine. At times, the heroines struggle to grasp the whole concept of the undead beomes a vocal point in the book. and of course, their love story takes centrestage in every chapter haha (not that i'm complaining:p)

I love the book, but nowadays, i just. cant. finish. it. in. one. go!!!

why eh? I know for sure i have all the time in the world to read. maybe i dont have the patience? since everything is in slow motion because the vampire is soooo afraid he will kill the human girlfriend with his animalistic nature and super strength. haha. now i'm just mocking the book (which i know my bestfriend will kill me for! hehe)

That's that then! i'm gonna finish it tonight! err..right after i get back from meeting my friend.hehe;)

Later Alligator:D

Baking the anger away~

It's very normal for people to do something, when they're mad, in order to shoo the anger away. Many people either:-

• clean,
• scream,
• cry,
• sing,
• run/jog,
• watch reruns of comedies (like Friends)
• or simply BAKE!

For no reason, i was angry.
Well i had a reason. with no need to go into details and giving out names, i was mad because some people can be soooo INCONSIDERATE!
It's not like i'm saying i should get my way all the time, but hello??
tengoklah keadaan boleh tak? bukan suruh kamy pity diri ini, but fikir2 la jugak orang lain! grrr~

So yes, with all that pent up frustration, choo-choo-ing in my brains and almost boiling my liver ,i decided to bake cupcakes! :)

I made a batch of 24cupcakes, with Toblerone+Kitkat+Cadbury Bournville dark chocolate chunks+Hershey's almond kisses in them, covered with a mound topping of pink butter icing!

Of course i shared the love (or rather the anger haha) with

• rifhan
• najwa
• aren

And of course, to prove it, here's a sneak peak.hehe.


I swear i baked em!;)
Today feels great. I woke up early, and i'm not going back to sleep.haha.
Had hot chococlate and 2 cupcakes for breakfast.
so now..
i shall continue with my daily dose of Twilight reading..:D